As we have been speaking at lots of different venues, a common question people ask is if we miss the Philippines and are excited to go back. If I am going to be completely honest, no, I am not excited to go back. Not yet anyway, but I am praying that God will help me to begin to feel excited as the time comes to return. While it was amazing to watch all that God is doing amongst the Agta, life there was often very difficult, and it is hard to imagine feeling excited to return. However, regardless of how I feel about it, I am confident that the Philippines is where God has us, and the only place I want to be is in the center of His will.
All that being said, there are some pretty wonderful things about the Philippines that I definitely do miss:
1. Tropical fruit - mangoes and pineapples especially
2. 3-in-1 coffee - a little instant cappucino mix that I often grab for a pick-me-up in the afternoon
3. CWC - that wakeboarding place where we often go as a family for our day off; we have had some great family memories there
4. Volcanic hot springs - is an amazing place with pools of varying temperatures at the base of a beautiful rainforest-covered mountain
5. Eating out affordably
6. Having a helper to do the dishes, sweep the floors and clean the bathrooms
7. Being able to get my mending done for just a few cents
8. Knowing exactly how my kids are doing in every subject of school at any given moment
9. Our many friends - tribal, national and coworkers
10. Watching God work mightily amongst the Agta
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Part of the reason that I am not excited to go back (at least not yet) is because we are so enjoying our time here in the States. Here a few things we are loving:
1. Food, glorious food - fast food, easy-to-prepare food, Papa Johns pizza, real mexican food, real beef in all forms, dark chocolate... the list goes on
2. Left hand turn lanes, shoulders, disciplined drivers, cops who enforce the law - all the things that make driving so relaxing here
3. A dishwasher, reliable washing machine, dryer - and for that matter: consistent electricity, airconditioning, no leaks in the roof or plumbing; the many things that make living here more comfortable (did I mention that all snakes and lizards stay outside here?)
4. Walmart, Target, real grocery stores - all the choices!!!
5. Sharing with churches and small groups all that God is doing amongst the Agta and partnering with people who have a passion to be involved in what God is doing around the world
6. Watching the kids make friends and have kids to socialize with who see them as people rather than entertainment; being able to just be anonymous as we join a group rather than the celebrity "white people" whom everyone just sits back and observes
7. Catching up with family and old friends - being around to celebrate big moments with loved ones (bdays, holidays, Sunday night pancake supper, Friday pizza and movie night)
8. The weather - no typhoons to worry about or unbearable heat; enjoying the changing of the seasons instead; kids are praying for a little SNOW before we go back!
9. Worshipping with an English-speaking group larger than just our family and anyone who happens to be visiting at that time
10. Precious time with family; cherishing every moment of watching the kids get to know their grandparents again